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i cry everyday because my best friend/boy friend committed suicide and everything aches. how to die in sleep?
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04-06-2014, 10:51 PM
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i cry everyday because my best friend/boy friend committed suicide and everything aches. how to die in sleep?
It's been 6 weeks after he passed away....I cry every time I think about it. I cry before I go to school. Before I sleep. When I get home from school. When I think about him. Read our 138000 messages on Facebook. Look at pictures.
Everything reminds me of him. I was hurt as a child and I've felt suicidal all my life. I'm only now considering it. I'm an atheist and I don't care what people think. I've had enough. My last question explains my story. I'm on the edge of breaking. I appreciate all the people who say don't do it and so on but everyday when I wake up, I cry my eyes out, all my body aching. I had whiplash two years ago and it still hasn't gone. My back hasn't been hurting last year, but this month my legs, back, head, arms ache all the time. I dont know why. I know when taking some pills you throw up and there's only a small chance of dying. But I just want to know. If I was going to do it, I would have ages ago but the fear of it going wrong sticks by me Ads |
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i cry everyday because my best friend/boy friend committed suicide and everything aches. how to die in sleep? - Charlie - 04-06-2014 10:51 PM
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