I miss him so much. He is the only thing holding me back from suicide anymore. what can I do when he is gone.?

[George Simpson]

You can stop complaining, you're 15. You have your entire life ahead of you. What's the point in killing yourself because your parent's are a little over-protective and your boyfriend probably threw a little hissy fit and got his phone taken away from him so you can't talk to him. You're not being bullied, you're not getting your head shoved in lockers and down toilets and getting beaten up after school. You're just a 15 year old who's a little sad and shy, well congratualtions, you've hit puberty. Everyone at 15 thinks that everyone hates them, that the whole world is against them and most people can't get rid of it but you learn to live with it, becomes easier after a while. I was like that but then I found new friends, a new life, you should do the same, get out while you still can, just preferably WITH your life
don't kill yourself, that's stupid
I thought I was emo once, then I realised I was being melodramatic, you'll get over it, just jesus christ stop cutting yourself for fuck sake