Do you think that life sucks?

[kindbeef163]

Today I do..

Gosh, I hate to feel this way.. I hate where I am so much.. every step I take, I take two steps back.. it seems like an endless dark tunnel. There doesn't seem to be a light.. just when I thought everything was going to be okay, I realize it's not.. and it will never be. I feel like such a big loser.. everywhere I go, I can come across someone.. and it frightens me so much.. it's like this giant turture.. I'm always walking on egg shells.. I feel trapped.. and I can't find a way out

Just when things seem to be going great, something small happens.. that takes me way back.. Maybe trusting people is the worst thing people can do.. truly trusting them, with everything.. because they can hurt you so much.. not by telling you, but just by letting you go.. disappear and act as if nothing ever happened.. I hate this feeling.. I hate having to let go of people I truly love..

Or losing people without being able to say a goodbye.. Yes, you can focus on career.. and money.. and be rich.. but really, does that créate happiness? I saw something on the televisión yesterday. A Young woman and a very rich older man. He bought her a lot of thingsm to make her fall in love.. she fell and they married.. she wasn't happy, but very rich.. she soon got into drugs to make the emptiness inside disappear.. went to rehab and met a guy half of her years there and fell in love. She did the same to that guy, bought him expensive things.. they planned to kill her husband.. so that they could live happily ever after. Her bf killed him, the pólice found out.. the woman said in court she had nothing to do with it.. the guy confessed it was her idea and that he didn't love her, that he was going to leave her.. it broke her heart.. it's funny how karma Works, the same as she did with her husband, happened with her. Money doesn't buy love.. but it sure doesn't hurt as much as love.. Things like this, are too horrible for words.. and yes, they do make me think life sucks.. there are terrible people out there.. and they can hurt you to the very core.. it's horrible.