What is going on with my ex-gf? (girls only)?

[Dmitry]

I'm seeking for some help here.

I broke up with my Ex- Girlfriend right before christmas. I've been with her for 3 years, we're in love.We've been through alot together including break ups also.
When i broke up with her i was drunk and didn't meant to, we got in some stupid argument and she threw my car keys on the roof at 3 am morning. That was my reason to break up with her because it was just too much to handle at the time.

After i went home, she blocked me on her social media profiles when i got home. After 2 days she unblocked me. i went to her page and saw picture of her destroying all of my stuff. She messaged my best friend and told him that me and her are not together any more. And she wants him to watch out for me. After that the grieve hit me i started missing her bad. I wrote her a message apologizing and telling her that i didn't mean to break up. Next day she answered me and told that I'm forgiven. She was going in circles about me not listening to her and that past is past and everything happens for a reason. She told me it was final and it's the best for us.

Last night on new years she messaged me saying that she's glad she met me and me and her have alot of memories together. She also told me that she loves me.

i messaged her back saying that i want her to stay safe and wish her the best. I told her that i love her too. She replied with "you too, stay safe, love you"

My question is. Does it looks like she gave up on me? Or is she still trying to talk to me? I really want her back in my life.
What do you mean by the way i text her? She told me it's final. Why would i ask her again? And i even told her that I'm reaching out for her, and i didn't mean to break up with her.