My weird Life, Please explain my life to me !!?

[Jordan Beeston]

i dont really know much about your life and how you have such a strong emotional attatchment to money. maybe you have grown up around parents similar to yourself ...or maybe the exact opposite, growing up in a poor environment with a struggle to buy essential needs. however its obvious what will happen if the money obsession carry's on (dont get me wrong i love money too i think everyone does, most people consciously associate money with happiness) i would prefer to live a happy life with people that i love like friends and family. i know that if i loved money more than my girlfriend, i wouldn't have one, i would be constantly working for money just to keep it as i would be afraid to spend it. maybe this is like you but i advise you maybe talk to a psychologist one on one to get some help or re assurance if you that worried about it. try reading some stuff on happiness regarding budhism, muslim or hindhu views on wealth ? i hope this helped i guess xx