Why am i so weird and is this normal?

[Breathe me]

Ok.
So i am very socially awkward. Another thing is I'm fifteen and do not own a cellphone. I will get one once i get a job.
I feel like i have no life because i dont have my own instagram but i do get on my friends instagram to look at other peoples pics or just to go on when im bored. I think i get on it to catch up with society or whatever is going on in the social world. I'm starting to think im really crazy and weird. When i say i'm not normal its because i am actually Not normal and i am myself but i dont really have a personality.

What do u think? Am i weird or nah? Lol. I am a lame. Any advice? Although i won't do what you tell me to. I will consider it though.