Help me? Personal, sexual question.?

[Livvie]

Okay, first off, if he pressures you, tell him off. You don't even need to be nice about it.
Secondly, in an answer to your questions, I think guys find it hot when girls get a little wild, or have their own mind blowing orgasm. But more often than not, it's sexier when the couple is either having sex, or if he right beside you physically and watching you pleasure yourself. Over a camera, it's just for his pleasure and there are some risks, like it being recorded or streamed. Also, if you want to be more comfortable, masturbate on your own. Find out what you like, what gets you off the best. And then when the time comes and you two go at it, you can guide him