Is something wrong with me?

[Meow]

Okay, so this is it. I am almost 18 and I have never had a boyfriend.
2 years ago when this boy told me he liked me, I liked him for a while and stop after about a month because I knew my family wouldn't approve of it. Last year, too, a boy liked me and I liked him for a while, and stopped for the same reason.

Now it's bothering me. I don't seem to like anyone and no boy has made a move. And the boys I like are not known to me. I stumble upon their profiles on Facebook or Instagram, judge them and begin to think about them and it doesn't last for long either.

Sometimes, I imagine being kissed and I want it so bad, but I know I am not desperate. but the wait to find the one is bothering me too much. I need some action in my life, but see none.
Sigh
I just wanted to put it all out.