I'm fed up with my life. Help?

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Here's my life in short -
A 14 year old boy with bipolar disorder, depression, etc. who lives with parents in a foggy town of Bangladesh. His parents are emotionally abusive. The boy's only activity is going to school, coming home, taking rest and studying. He has no friends, no sports, no entertainment, no cell phone, no new books, but has some bizzare hobbies, such as drawing things like 'Raining Blood', 'Girl From The Netherworld' and making instructions like 'How To Torture People' and such. Likes to freak people out and makes plans about destroying the world. Sometimes wishes to become a kamikaze bomber.
See? This is my life. How can I change it?