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[bunnyONE]

Clearly you've made a decision to leave - clearly, you feel you have someone 'waiting in the wings" so to speak. Look, you want to leave? The marriage is over? BE A BIG GIRL AND JUST LEAVE, don't "use" or NEED a guy standing in the "wings" to pick up the pieces of YOUR life.

You obviously can't trust your husband to be truthful. Your MIL apparently hates you and you aren't happy. I don't see a "snowball's chance in hel*" of this marriage succeeding, do you? HONESTLY?

LEAVE. Plan your exit and file for a legal separation. But don't stoop to his level and start seeing "guy(s)" -That's just tacky, undignified and put's you right in his category of failing the integrity test of life - PERIOD.

Grace