Is this a harmful lifestyle?
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04-26-2014, 05:19 AM
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Is this a harmful lifestyle?
I'm a 20 year old guy. Have no friends. I've been friendless since I was 17. 17 was when I homeschooled so I didn't get the chance to meet any new people. At that age I also developed social anxiety so when I went to highschool one year later, I did not make any friends because I sort of lost all my social skills. Basically I've been friendless for the past 3 years...never had anyone to hang out with or talk to. No girlfriend. The only people I talk to are my parents, asking questions to my teachers and saying hi to the cashier at the supermarket.
In my spare time I exercise, play video games, play guitar or watch movies. I use Facebook a lot to talk to my old friends. Those friends are friends I made a long time ago in my life and I still talk to them through the internet, but I never meet them in real life because they're in different cities. It's also interesting to note that I watch P0rn every day to fulfill my need for sexual intimacy since I don't have a girlfriend. And this actually seems to fulfill that need properly because my mind has become accustomed to using P0rn as a substitute for sex and what's really freaky is that I no longer find the need to get a real woman as long as I have P0rn. There are some times where I feel lonely and want to get friends and a girlfriend but I have sort of gotten used to this isolated lifestyle. Please Don't say stuff like " go see a therapist ". I want to know how harmful this life is and what its doing to me? Ads |
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Is this a harmful lifestyle? - Monkeywrench Skywalker - 04-26-2014 05:19 AM
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