Do I have Aspergers?

[Lys]

Hey, sorry to hear that you're going through that. Girls can be jerks. Don't let a few bad ones spoil the rest. Don't take us too seriously, either. Sometimes you might just catch people in a bad mood and they don't realize how mean they are being. You have every right to be mad at them, but don't take it personally. They're not worth it.

I don't know what advice to give you regarding your "awkwardness", but I have a related story. I met a guy online who sounded very much like you. He was 24 at the time. We met up in person and he was, indeed, socially awkward. I didn't care about it. I found his quirks endearing and liked him because he was a good person with a great mind and heart. We eventually became boyfriend and girlfriend and loved each other very much. We are no longer together, but we are best friends now.

Don't change yourself. It takes a long time to find people who love you for who you are, but once you do it will be worth more than a thousand friends.