Women I need serious help ( a little long)?

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Your not a mental case .Anyone would love to have such a friend like you. Best friends open up and if you both were drinking then emotions run high and sharing these stories is a good thing,but alcohol will bring on the tears leave the alcohol alone.You are going to the police academy on monday Congrats. This is your main concern right now your future.Loving someone since childhood is a normal thing and being friends all these years has kept that love.I feel that your feelings are stronger for her ,and if she cares for you and has feelings for you then she needs to let go of this guy she is with ,and leading you on is so Wrong . Stop saying and thinking your not good enough because you are,and for now concentrate on your future.Stop apologizing to her. stop looking at her facebook page your 25 yrs old not 16. You don't have to make it up to her you did nothing wrong. Her involvement with this guy made you think you were not as close and that's normal. She considers you her best friend then fine . Text her and go out for coffee or dinner stay away from the alcohol and just relax if it's meant to be it will .Just don't dwell on all that facebook instagrams twitter it's all about showing everyone who and what and why ....Concentrate on the police academy