What to do next now what?

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I have no energy to carry on with life and everything no more ... No I am not going to kill myself I just don't see the point in trying anymore!

Everything goes wrong ... I got bullied for the last four years.. My secret fan account and my football was my escape.. I am now injured and now getting bullied on twitter on my fan account ... I used to be excepted there now I am not.. Also people who know me found out about it so that's a no go!
A levels are also taking over my life.. I am tired and exhausted.
Oh and this boy I fancied started flirting with me and started dating my best friend which I heartbreaking as I have feelings for him and thought he felt the same way.. It gets weirder he now has got quite close to me and my friend now hates me for being friends only with him :/
Oh and to top it all off I have a dog to look after and my mum because she has had an operation and I am very worried as my mum doesn't have a job ... I am worried tried sick of it all where now?