Am I a slutty teenager?? Why?

[Merp]

So. I'm a freshman in High School. And I am attracted to *** hole guys. Everyone says "JUST FIND A NICE GUY" well. That's a little hard when nice guys avoid you like the plague. Seven guys have asked me out this year. After two weeks of knowing them, each of them either wanted to do horny things with me.

Sometimes I can tell if the occasional nice guy starts to like me, but then he runs like hell after probably hearing not so good things about me, which is understandable i guess. A lot of these "nice guys" call me a ***** and make fun of me, call me a *****, stupid whore, etc. People always tell me to "change". Which basically means stop being reckless, horny, and stop showing off your body, which that's basically my personality. I'm kind of shy, with a weird horny/crazy streak. So. My friend told me I can't find a nice guy if I'm not a nice girl. I flip people off a lot.

SO.. my backstory I guess..

I have depression, or at least moderate depression. And am extremely sensitive and insecure about everything. Like if my friend doesn't call me back I'll start sobbing. I couldn't find my friends at lunch, and started sobbing in the bathroom. And no, I haven't gotten molested, I don't think? my dad lives with me, there really isn't anything wrong that I can point out about my home life. Except my parents fit the narcissistic criteria, and I kind of do too.

When I was 11, my friend suggested we fingered each other and stuff. So we got naked, and yeah, I agreed to it. I was kind of horny and getting to that curious stage maybe? I LIKE BOYS.

In 7th grade, there was this guy friend. I could tell he liked me. I flashed him my bra a few times and completely led him on. I let him grab my ***. Then he told the whole school we had sex. WE DIDNT. So I went to the counselor for sexual harassment against him, and the counselor I could tell thought I was a stupid whore who asked for it all. Which might be true I guess. Girls have never liked me, from the time I was younger. It was always extremely hard for me to KEEP friends.

NOW.. let's forward to freshman year. I basically dated two guys at once. WE DIDNT DO ANYTHING. Guy 1, wanted to feel me up after like a week. Guy 2 wanted to have sex with me after a week. I could tell they were both using me so I just ditched both of them. They both found girlfriends days later.

Then, another guy came along.He kind of turned into a stalker. I did lead him on too, I sent him pictures of me blowing a kiss , etc. So, to get rid of him, I asked my other guy friend (Let's call him Mason) to send him an threatening text. Mason texted the stalker ""I will beat you up if you don't leave my girlfriend alone" (He liked me) So then Mason got arrested.. and suspended...

Mason's done drugs and over stuff. Anyways I friendzoned Mason at homecoming but then felt horny so I changed my mind and made out with him, he felt me up and unzipped my dress completely. I didn't know, and walked around with my whole dress unzipped :/. Then I completely discarded Mason, unfollowed him on social media and was just really mean to him in like a "we were a one time thing get the **** away" thing and he told me he loved me and wanted to date me and stuff.

ANYWAYS I told my mom I kissed a boy at homecoming, and she completely glared at me and was like "What else did you do?" !!. She doesn't know about anything I've done.

A lot of my friends aren't virgins, and do hookah, and pot. My friend already got drunk and made out with a guy.