My mom called me a pig?

[Violentvoyage937]

I was in the middle of cleaning my room I stopped for a minute to reply to a DM on Twitter at that moment she walks in looks at the mess I have yet to pick up, calls me a "disgusting pig" & walks out. This isn't the first time she has done that she always makes me feel like I'm good for nothing, her & my dad. I already have low self esteem It's almost been a year since I first started cutting myself I have thought about suicide. My mom & dad have told me they want to be my friend but what kind of friend calls you names & makes you feel ugly & worthless.