i cant let him go? please help?

[Win Boen]

well, i don't think you wrong at all. Its okay to have crush anywhere tho you need to realize that sex have a big part of role in relationship.. do you guys are dating before you losing your virginity to him? are you guys in committed relationship before that? if not than stop doing it. He might be just using you as well as he know you like him very much, text him first, cant get your mind out of him etc. My advice is go to places and meet new people. Have fun, be a part of those group that you have interest in. Like where you likely to ended up when you graduated? Your family friends etc. Have fun. If you keep doing things like this i think you might be ended more hurtful since he already told you that he like you but just cant be together. don't torn your self up. You can still be friend with him and let it flow. Chill out, enjoy your life and take some birth control to avoid those unwanted pregnancy or use some contraception.