I feel I will never find love?

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I got tired of women leaving me . my first love ended after she saw me in person . It was a long distance relationship . I guess she was turned off that I didnt look exactly the same in my pictures . my second fucking relationship ended because she is so insecure and she think I am cheating . she is crazy jealous . I am 18 years old . attending college and have a part time job . I have done all sorts of things for her . i delete all the girls on my fb for my ex to have faith in me but its no use . I got tired ofdealing with young girls wanting only the muscular jerks and the older women showing no interest in me . I like older women better because they are more mature . but will I ever find that person who wont leave me