Ladies, why hasn't she contacted me?

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She cares about you but only want to be distant friends. Stop forcing the relationship. It's just not going to work out. There's noting more you can do but find someone else and try not to bring anything from your relationship with your ex in your new relationship.

Try something completely different. Go out of your comfort zone. Then you will see there are so many great women out here worthy and deserving of you love.