I want to commit suicide?

[nitish]

You know that you are asking this Question on "Yahoo Answers" which means you are expecting an answer, it means you want to live and it means that there is an ambition there in your heart which says that"you are strong.KEEP MOVING"
I know there are lakhs of people like you, and many of them are not even that forunate to seek for help on "YAHOO ANSWERS" or whatever. Be thankful to GOD that you have such golden chances.
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Like you there was a friend of mine(Akshay) who too was fed up with his life and felt suicidal. He always told me that ''you don't know about my problems so don't tell me "suicide is no solution to any problem"(Exactly like you). [He was in college and yes he had failed is his unit test.He was extremely depressed and cried a lot without being noticed.I was only his friend, but even i couldn't help him, which i felt bad about it.] He was treated by his parents as slave and everyone ignored him.
----but i don't know what changed his life. I saw that there was(there after one day), a smile on his face"everyday".
He, one day came to me and told "Nitish, now i will fuck everyone's life. " I was surprisingly shocked to see this drastic change in him.
__ He came 4th in our college!!!! This shook everyone. No one said anything to him or congratulated him, BUT one can see that fear in their eyes for him, thereafter. He gave them that terror and panic
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So, Friend, i just want to address you that- you just need to think in a positive manner. You said that-"I always take risk and challenges alone"-which is very very good thing.
You know, our negative thoughts are those which keep pushing us from our good routes of our journey of life AND Positive thoughts are those which maintains us on the good routes of journey of our life. So just think positive.
___And yes, never expect anything in return of your good deeds.NEVER!!
___You say you are alone--- JUST BE ALONE.
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___Time heals everything, just GIVE TIME
Darkest night always leads to Brightest tomorrow