I want to commit suicide?

[BobLoblaw]

You're absolutely right. None of us know nothing about your situation. Even if we did know all of the details, we probably won't feel exactly the way you do, because we are all unique individuals. Our brains process things differently. That doesn't mean that none of us have experienced equally difficult problems. At 16, I attempted suicide by overdose. My brother got home earlier than expected, and found me. I spent weeks receiving inpatient psychiatric care. I continued treatment afterwards, I recieved outpatient care for an extended period of time. It took me a while to find a new perspective, but once I did, I wondered why I ever thought that suicide was the only option. Right now, you need support. Family and friends can be very helpful, but in case like your own, counseling is necessary. They won't force you to do things you don't want to, and they won't automatically have you committed to a psychiatric treatment center. They will guide you through, and help you come to terms with your life, and they will teach you coping skills. After that, they will help you come up with a plan to move forward with your life.
Do me a favor. Ask yourself why you posted this question. I think that on some level, you're reaching out, trying to grasp just a little bit of hope. You feel like you want to end it, but part of you wishes someone could talk you out of it. I may be wrong, but I hope I'm right. I don't know that anyone could change your mind with a single answer. It takes time. If you can, find someone you are able to confide in.
Again, friends and family members are great for building a support system. If you don't have that option, I would be glad to offer my support. If you do need a someone to listen to your problems, and to offer advice, email me.

stillsocynical@yahoo.com

I don't know your life, but I've felt overwhelmed by events in my life. I understand how you feel. Just don't give up yet. Give life a chance. I'm not going to lie to to you. You will face challenges in the future, but everything is temporary. Before you know it, this time in your life will be nothing but a faint memory. Right now, things are hard on you. The good thing about being at rock bottom, is the fact that up is the only direction for your life to go. I hope you find peace, and live a long happy life.