OMG this girl randomly messages me on FB to tell me how shes pregnant... Like I am supposed to be excited?

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So... this girl I started talking to over a year ago when I was in the 16 & Pregnant MTV chats or whatever, she would talk about how she wanted to have a baby and of course I want to have one so we talked and added each other on FB and she would talk about how she had some ovary problem where if it ruptured she wouldn't be able to get pregnant blah blah blah... Anyways she messages me today on FB randomly and is telling me about how she is 12 weeks pregnant.. and she's 18.. Of course I down play it by talking about how I don't want to be pregnant now because I'm too young and having too much fun in college and how selfish it is to bring a child into the world that you can't support blah blah blah because obviously I'm not gonna be like "omg you're pregnant! I wish I was pregnant too" because that makes me look jealous and I will NEVER admit to being jealous of anyone ever because my life is like a really pretty picture... looking at it, it looks almost perfect, and I would NEVER EVER let people think it isn't. But on the other hand... she is 18 years old and I know technically that's an adult and whatever but COME THE EFF ON 18 NOT IN COLLEGE, WORKING AT A MOVIE THEATER... A MOVIE THEATER MAKING MINIMUM WAGE IF THAT... with some loser kid who probably makes just about as much money as she does... I know raising a baby is not all about money its about love and its not about age (ha what BS) its about maturity but COME THE EFF ON... I am in college, I am working on getting a degree and going to grad school so I can be successful (if I don't drop out first I really hate college lol) (jk I won't drop out because my parents will MURDER me since all of their hard earned money has gone to college for me) anyways I do so much good stuff... and do I get rewarded for it by getting pregnant.? NO Do I get rewarded by getting screwed by a hot frat guy... or a hot guy in general.. or even a decent looking guy who doesn't even have to be nice to me? NO... I get NOTHING because I have the absolutely WORST life ever and I hope I die soon... or get pregnant. Like really how UNREAL is this life I mean whatever its cool she got pregnant but still I am prepared for a baby... I mean just as prepared as she is right? So why am I not pregnant right now?
Take advantage of what?? Theres nothing to do.. I wanna do is get married and have a baby... or at least mess around with a hot guy and have a baby.
and as far as the fact that i am not mature because i said "eff" well I had fuck at first but I know it would be censored