Is this a mean, hurtful message to send to someone on Facebook?

[The Groove]

"There is one girl who I wanna stay in touch with on Facebook who has been shunning me let she seems to have more time for her other friends and it's making me wonder if she still considers me as a friend or not and this is the message I wanna send her but refrained myself from doing so
I want to let you know that you've totally HURT my feelings by reading this message and not responding back to my message, it makes me feel like you don't even consider me as a friend anymore and it really hurts me, it makes me sick to my stomach that you as a Christian don't have nowhere near the love and admiration for guys like me yet my Atheist friend has all the love and admiration for guys like me! You should be totally ashamed of yourself for shunning me off like that considering we're both Christians and we are God's children, IMO I find my Atheist friend to be more of a Christian than you!"

I also think something is seriously wrong with my Christian friend if my Atheist friend has more love and admiration for guys like me than my Christian friend yet my Atheist friend hates most people who are Christians.