Please help! Feel so empty inside.?

[foxprojoy]

What you explained sounds like what is called the "rubber band theory". This means that as humans, we get really up, up, up when we are surrounded by special and creative people (the folks in the play); then, when we are removed from them, we go down, down, down. It's like the rubber band snaps back the other way. However, I noticed something in the way you were writing. You had the thought that you would "never see them again" before you started back in your life without the play. That thought alone may be keeping you from meeting-up with them again. Instead, try thinking that you will see them again, and I bet after doing this for several weeks, you will have an opportunity arise that allows you have a reunion.

Meanwhile -- try looking them up in the phone book (as outdated as that sounds).