Why am I crying over something so stupid~!?

[taco]

I roleplay as a guy off my favorite movie on Facebook (It's a fan page)
Anyways,this other person I've been roleplaying with was saying some odd things like saying things like making my character do things that I wasn't typing like *kissing their character* but with them saying it,not me..Understand?
Anyway the admin told me if I felt embarrassed by it to tell them and blah blah..
Anyways for some reason it's like I am crying over this and am upset over it..
Why am I upset over this?! I'm only 14,and a girl.
! and a few wks ago too this same character(my character) someone else was saying sexual things to me and I was kinda playing along now it's like I hate anything like love,and don't even wanna get married in real life now and do things..Role play is ruining my life and I feel like it has :/
I'm being stupid but yea.
Am I taking role play too seriously?!
the admin is kinda scaring me..Idk I'm starting to now even hate the movie help how do I get over this