I have no friends and I am completely isolated?

[drypress]

If it's a philosophical question, I suggest writing about psychology. Reverse psychological perspective.

It sounds like you want to be an intellectual.

Then, since you're starting early, you can build relationships based on an intellectual agenda. Go against your instincts: what seems superficial now will seem brilliant later.

If you don't have to agree with this answer, then react against it, and do something else that seems wild and crazy at first, but makes sense later. If it ends up seeming foolish, at least you've learned something. A lot of practical people make mistakes all the time. It's one of life's secrets.