I'm scared to read his message?

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I'm scared to open Facebook. Last night i sent this guy from work a message saying i'm sorry i deleted him i feel harsh i wrote him a paragraph and he always replies quick. But it's been a while and i'm scared to type in Facebook incase there isen't a message from him because i seen him yesterday and i'm scared he'll think i'm ugly by not replying as fast as he did when we never spoke before i seen him. I have set myself a timer for when i will open Facebook today after giving it a couple more hours. I mean, there are more attractive girls out there who he would rather date than me. Seriously. I'm just sooo ugly i wish i could be blonde. This guy is not my type. It's his personality i like. I wouldn't say he's attractive but i don't know it's his personality that always gets me.