Could I please have some advice? Very much appreciated?

[EmmyHi]

The Internet (and listen carefully) is no way to communicate deep feelings with friends or family or loved ones. Trust me, I've learned from experience. You can't tell her how you feel online, it has to be person. The next time you see her, sit down and talk about how you feel, this way she can't just turn you off with the click of a button, much like a computer.