what feelings does this poem convey?What storm? what friends?

[Lapiz Dominoes]

I have a twitter prof. account
my facebook`s littereded with all kindsa `can you do this for me` rants
my blog of necessity is actually most respectful though with agonized, vicious at times war-damaged people -
what does that imply for the shallow vents regarding just - `non-compliments?`
I closed five accounts two weeks ago (not on here) as the facades are a blinding nuisance and people track you
i have real friends family underging traumas worry recession unemployments
pain
storms in NY city where my grandchildren are
yet the self-pity of scared youth and those misusing half-truth appall and drain.
So, say it again Sam
is it ok to be a happy chappy w-o someone here sending sneaky snide mails to get folk to bring people down?
I think I can be happy and share it - have some T.U.,`s and don`t twist my goodwill meanings folk
for the yoke`s on me (I am emotionally adult and full of humour and satire so cxan carry it)
but the bad joke ain`t on me.
when the cards are down, love`s what counts in manageably sincere amounts
unless splays a bad ace in the face of my family and friends
........does no-one ever make amends? You can be happy (or be miserably `always right and in virtual unrealty)
so be happy bunnies as it eases the pain to be - funny.
LOl.
TY for posting this bannibal..in the beginning middle and end
the love you let in
is equal to the love you put out
fight if you must, liars from fear, but learn too to be
trust-worthy...trust?...well what it is, is that
it`s a `learning` not a `given` lest your heart be again riven.
LOL.