I don't know whats wrong with me?

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This might sound a little weird but I've been through exactly the same things as you. My mom also suggested therapy but I refused. I was a little depressed for a while and honest to god your are not ugly and you most definitely are not fat!! I think you should just start occupying your mind in other activities with people just like you so these thoughts don't pop up. TRUST MEE!!! it really helps! Depression was almost like a phase for me.. But then I started painting to keep myself occupied and believe me it works! And yes I still have my ups and downs now and then.. But it's a lot better now! And I know that this is probably the last thing you wanna hear but please take therapy it really does help! I really hope you feel better!!