I'm really depressed and I want to die.......?

[Frankie]

I hear you man. I'm only in middle school and I feel like that. I've felt suicidal when I was a young child and my parent's would fight constantly. I am also socially akward and anti-social. But you're not a stupid failure. During times like this when you just want to kill yourself you have to be optimistic as you can. Try going to a therapist or a counselor. Even if you think they won't help try it. Or their is medicine and it ussually works because of the placebo effect. Some are more expensive than others.
Good Luck!