I need help.. What does all of this mean? How do I make it stop?

[Shawn Daniels]

Ok, so recently I had broke up with my girlfriend but honestly this has been happening way before the brake up. But since then, it's been happening more.

There is this friend of my ex girlfriends. She was really close with her before passing away. She passed away before I met my ex. But, she didn't just pass away on any day, but she passed away on my birthday. July 10th. And ever since me and my now ex gf had this deep convo(happened months ago) about her friend that passed, I haven't been able to sleep like I used to. I haven't been able to get her off my mind either, I find it really wierd. Because she's been in my dreams, and I keep seeing her face, and she keeps occuring. And since we broke up recently, I have been seeing her ALOT more which is why I haven't been able to sleep at all lately. And it's wierd because I can never remember the dreams or what she had to do with anything. The only thing I'd remember is seeing her numerous times before waking. I don't know what this is. I remember back when having this convo that she said that if I did meet her bestfriend, we'd probably be best friends by now because she's exactly like me, like we have so much in common. But lately i've been depressed about the break up and I have been seeing her so much more than usual and I can't help but think about whatever this is.

In my dreams, mostly she'd just be standing there. Looking at me. And it's like pitch black darkness and she'd have this little light shining down on her as if we were trapped in a dark cave and sunlight peeked through the wall. It'd look like that and if feels like we'd be just standing and staring at each other for a very long time. Sometimes, like, I'd have a dream about something that happened throughout the day, or something stupid about my friends and family and even my ex sometimes and she'd be there like she was deceased. Time after time. And then as the dream is over and im about to wake up it's like me and the friend and I are staring each other face to face. No emotion. No feeling. No. sound. Nothing. Just to lifeless bodies, staring. Like, for example.

Last night. I don't remember much from the dream like I said before but. I remember my ex posting this tweet on twitter saying, "Aww, Jeremy is soo cute with his infected tattoo. I love you too babes." - I find that really wierd because neither of us know a Jeremy. And the song "Love the way you lie by Eminem ft Rihanna" kept playing. Not like the whole song, but just the chorus of the song.

"Just gonna stand there and watch me burn, that's okay because I like the way it hurts... Just gonna stand there and watch me cry, but that's okay because I love the way you lie. I love the way you lie."

It kept playing over and over and the bestfriends face popped right back up again. Just staring at me. Not doing anything.

Sometimes, I really deeply think about it and I think that she was meant to be my guardian angel. I also think about the fact that she's just haunting me in my dreams. I come to another fact that maybe, she's connected to me somehow and that her soul is living vicariously through my dreams. I know im not mentally unstable, I just find this really odd.

Or maybe she has like this ancient curse on her family where everybody in the family sees this ghost and I didn't know and now im haunted like in the movies! OH NO! <--- Joking around...

But really though, what does any of this mean? And sorry it was so long, I had to put full detail of the situation so you'd understand and help me better.