How do I calm my obsession with Justin Bieber?

[kewlio_panicgirl]

I felt the same exact way about Panic! At the Disco. I was sooooooooo obsessed with them. I thought i was seriously going to die without them. I sort of scared myself a little at how much i i was in love with them. But, i have gone to 3 concerts of theirs since then. I know they broke up(I was destroyed, you can't even imagine how i felt) but the first time i went to their concert i was freaking out. Right before it started, i was standing in the Floor section, screaming and shaking because i was so happy. Then they came out and they were preforming and i couldn't believe that I WAS THERE!! Eventually, the concert was over and i had to leave... yes, sad time. But i was still psyched the rest of the night and i couldn't get over what had just happened to me!

But... Then the next day came around after i was finally fallen asleep the night before and i woke up feeling DEPRESSED. I was so confused. I actually missed like a week or so, of school because i was feeling so blue. I realized it was because i was at a concert with the 4 guys i was in love with and all i could do was stand there, in a crowd, with thousands of other screaming guys/girls that loved them just as much as i did and i had almost no way of standing out or being unique so that they would notice me. I was just upset because i felt like i needed to do someething else while i was there to make them see me and ignore the rest of the fans.

Now... It took a few weeks(months) for me to get over it. And i did go to their other concerts and one of their last concerts. I knew i couldn't do anything to make myself stand out. I just had to love them and be as obssesed with them as i possibly could. Thats what i did... and now(a year later) i am fine and back to myself again.(:

It took a while for me to get over them but i HAD to see them in concert, even though i knew it was making things worse... I needed it just to show myself that i really DID LOVE them.

And... It wasn't all bad, i learned a lesson. I will never get obsessed with one band ever again. I listen to soo much different music now for that exact reason. I still love P!ATD, but my obsession is atleast mellowed down enough so that I can manage it.

Sorry its so long... I didn't realize it was such a long story. But i hope this has helped a little bit in your quest for de-obsessing yourself with Justin Beiber!