Christian love problem...?

[Andy]

Hello brothers and sisters in Christ.

tl;dr at bottom...

I'm currently facing a love problem and I don't know what to do about this. By the way, I suffer from social anxiety, a discomfort or a fear when a person is in social interactions that involve a concern about being judged or evaluated by others, so it's hard for me to talk to her. It all started at my church high school freshmen welcome meeting. There was this one specific girl that I was interested in. It was love at first sight. She looked amazing with her skirt and cardigan and I admired her smile. While playing this one game, I liked her personality because I think we won that game since she didn't give up. Because I didn’t know her at all and I was shy, I thought that we wouldn’t talk or get to know each other later in life but I was wrong. I got to know her better at my church camp that my mom told me to sign up. In my church camp, our camp sponsors created a game to find out our recreational group with Disney characters. I got Mulan and she got Shang, so she was placed in the same recreational group as me (hmmm… maybe God planned this out for me?) At that point, I thought God wanted us to be together because of the Disney characters (Get it?). Later we played a game with oatmeal. During the game, I thought it would be a good idea to throw oatmeal at Zoe in hopes that that would spark our friendship, but I was wrong…. AGAIN. To this day, I feel embarrassed and stupid for doing that. I could imagine this in her perspective, a random guy that you don’t even know throwing oatmeal at you. During the ride back home, I wrote her an encouragement card and she read it. When she read it, she pointed at the card and showed it to her friend. She also looked surprised and shocked. But everything changed when I heard, “Ewww, what a creeper!” followed by a “SSHHHH!” When I got back home, she accepted my friend request on Facebook and I wrote her a message, but I made the mistake on posting it on her wall... However, she replied ," I hope that we can later grow together as brother and sister in Christ", but blocked me the next day. I talked to her about it but she said, "Sorry, I feel uncomfortable talking to you." It has been over 6 months now and I'm getting impatient because she's really pretty and I'm scared that someone else will take her. (Girl I like and I go to different schools, so I only see her during church)

tl;dr: Saw a girl I liked and wrote a card to her. Then, she added me on Facebook and said "I hope that we can later grow together as brother and sister in Christ", but blocked me on Facebook later. Talked to her in person and said ,"Sorry, I feel uncomfortable talking to you". Girl I like and I go to a different school, so I only see her during church.

I would greatly appreciate all the opinions that you guys will give me. I also have a church meeting about "dating" the next 2 weeks, so I'm not sure if I should wait until that time.

What I think: Her friend told her that I was a "creeper" so that changed her perspective on me....