19 year old boy in need of some advice. (Greatly appreciated)?

[Chris]

Need some major life advice. I wrote a lot and unfortunately it didn't all fit in here. I wrote it all in the link below, if you could give me some help...it'd mean a lot. Thanks so much!

http://pastebin.com/JxLFw8Yd


Also want to add: if any of you have any experience in the entertainment industry and could give me a little schedule you recommend in order to achieve my dream in due time, even if it's just one of acting/music/comedy. I hope to have a plan so I can look forward to it. As of late: it's just finish an album before Sept. I'm not too sure what I'm asking by a schedule, maybe like for music you could tell me like: finished album in X amount of months -> ...ahh idk (it's 4 AM right now, forgive me)

I meant a schedule just to keep me on track. Getting on top of my dreams at the youngest I can possibly be would be the best, obviously. But I understand things don't happen over a day.

*** I posted this all late last night and got only one great answer so I'm reposting hoping more people can see and give me some amazing help!