Why does it hurt so much?

[Ashraf Abdelhafiz]

that's true love, from your side at least..i think both of you are afraid of the commitment, that's why both of you try to act like if you don't care for each other, but, you both don't have full control on yourselves.. and that's the way love is..just a mess, a chaos of contradicting feelings. you say to yourself, if i come closer to him, i will get hurt even more if he decided to leave me one day...
anyway..you will keep on feeling hurt or rejected, unless you talk to him frankly, just ask him, and yourself as well, what do you expect out of this relationship ? he will give you an answer that will put an end to your suffering, but first, you have to answer this question as well, to yourself, coz, i think you have greater expectations than he does, regarding your relationship..
hope i could help...
thanks a lot..
PS...go easy on yourself..