should i be listening to myself?

[Crystal]

You DEFINITELY need to end this. Right. Now. This is not a healthy relationship to be in, long distant or not. Those feelings in your stomach is you. You know its wrong and that your not happy. He is emotionally abusing you and that is not okay. I know this is going to be hard for you, but what you need to do is tell him its over and block him because it sounds like he is becoming a little obsessive. After you do this he will probably try and get in touch with you if he has your number, but don't talk to him. I have had similar situation like this and I did exactly what I just told you. Everything was fine after that and I'm so glad i trusted myself, my feeling and broke contact. Hope this help Be strong.