I have girl problems?

[john]

Ok, so Monday night I had the confidence to talk to this girl i love for the first time. I told her I really liked her and after I sent it on Facebook, there was no reply. I sent a few more saying that I shouldn't of said that ad I'm such an idiot but still no reply. My friends friends with her so he spoke to her Tuesday night and said that he was really nervous about talking to you. Obviously I was. Tuesday when i came home from school, my mum was asking me lots of questions like who's in my class and stuff which she doesn't normally do so something wasn't right. I then sat next to her and she was installing software on her phone to prevent anyone going on it, it was like a pass code app. I then thought something isn't right. Unfortunately for my mum she had left her phone unlocked in another room, I then though it's the perfect opportunity to have a quick look. I did and there it was in black and white, my mum had been looking on my iPad, on Facebook, on my personal messages to this girl I liked! I went to her and flipped out on her. I was so angry I swore at her and stormed out the house. (I forgot to mention that I'm really quiet and well behaved most times). I rang my friend and asked tweet up with her just to calm down as I was ready to punch someone, mainly my mum. She helped me out just by talking. I then went to go see my other friend who's the same guy who was talking to this girl as I couldn't get through to her. She replied to him and said that I'm a lovely guy but we hardly no each other and it wouldn't work. Bassically, I've now fucked up everything in my life to date and my mum and I are done with each other. I need some sort of help, just something to do or some advice, perhaps someone just to talk to. I really like this girl and I'd honestly to anything, ANYTHING for her! I sent her a quick message Tuesday night and just said that the messages I'd sent her before were inappropriate and should of never been sent, I guess I was right. I also mentioned that I'd seen the message from her to my friend and I agreed, obviously I didn't but I thought I better just say sorry and for being stupid. As for my mum, she's always being so noisy whenever I have a realation ship. Honestly, I'm done with her! Thanks for reading, Chris. Btw I'm not sure how to reply on these things so I may ignore you but perhaps you could tell me how to reply to. Many thanks, Chris