We Never Met.. But I'm In Love With Him?

[aaherri]

Its better not to be in a relationship than to be in one where there is no trust, or your partner is cheating on you. You don't deserve that. If you are in this type of relationship you basically equate to a "warm hole" to your guy. Seriously, and sorry for the graphic depiction.

(here's the honest part)

Your story screams a lack of self respect, and lack of self confidence. You should really be working on yourself at this point, single, otherwise you're going to be living the same pattern the rest of your life which is a depressing pattern. It also seems like you're deriving your self worth by whom you're dating; that you don't feel good unless you're in a relationship. These are bad signs, because you're going to be sexual target and you'll always be chasing an emotional connection that you'll never have. Stay single, and work on loving yourself.