How's your father ,is he your role model?

[marcus]

My father was an asshole. A drunk. I vowed never to be like him.

Since I last seen him as a child, I never thought he'd change. However, he mailed me on Facebook about a year ago, and he was a really different person. He seemes sensible, knowing he done wrong, etc. Ofcourse, I think it is too late to build a relationship up with him, I needed a father at my childhood, not my adulthood. So no relationship with him, unfortunately.

I want to have a child at 35-40. I want to raise a child with a great father figure. Although, I don't think that will happen. As a man, I am at risk of getting my child taken away from me by a spiteful woman. Perhaps I will adopt.