I am feeling so depressed? Just down, and obsessive with some stuff?? I feel so horrible.?

[Joanna]

Exercise is a really good way of feeling better about yourself - not just physically.

It sounds like you just miss control in your life so its time you started taking some (and trust me, in the next few years you will discover how enjoyable it will be!)

Firstly, if you truly believe you could be a professional singer and everyone says you have the pontential then take the singing lessons anyway. You've got to do whats right for you. I hear of so many asian people who arent allowed to go into town with their friends or go to university it makes me sick. Do things you enjoy and you'll find things youre good at and then you will find a path in life.

Good luck to ypu and remember - face your fears and live your dreams.