How to live life alone?

[Russel]

Okay so I guess Ive realized that I'm probobly gonna live my whole life alone. My parents consider me a burden at worse, and a mild annoyance at best. I have no friends, and no one really seems to like me at all. The only thing i have going for me is the fact that I'm not completley hideous, but i have no desire for a relationship with someone because I'm pretty sure they'll get tired of me quickly, just like everone else has. I dont really deserve to be happy anyway. Ive given up on making friends, or bieng more social. I feel completley drained and am ready to accept the fact that having a social life and friends just isnt for me. I just want to know if its possible to go through life like this without becoming completely insane. I just want to have a peace of mind, and be content with living alone. Thanks, I have been past the point of regret and grief, and am ready to accept it.