I'm 14 Male seriouly hate my life I need help please reply!?

[Jacob]

I'm 14 years old not your "average" teen I hate Instagram and snapchat and don't wear sperrys or Jordan's and I feel for girls but why the hell should I get a girlfriend in 8th grade? I might sound weird but I'm a gamer and my parents hate video games. I have to stick with iPhone games while all my freinds play farcy and crisis and minecraft while I sit at home being told things by my parents. I'm not saying I'm poor but if I asked my dad for 10$ he would give me a weird look and say no. My room is a bed a desk and a floor I have no room and that's why my rooms messy because I have so much stuff. I like to collect books and figurines and cards but have no whee to put them. I hate it all!!! In school I'm faling because I'm lazy and my parents don't talk school but get pissed when I make a d in math! They put me in damn honors and why do I need to learn algebra 2 in 8th grade my child hood is gone I rarely go outside and have few friends pleae help me I have ADD and Want to die HELP!!