How do I stop being such an overly attached person to my friend?

[Meg]

1 you can probably gain back her trust (seems your doing a good job of it so far) but it sounds like she wants to cut back on the amount of time she spends talking to you so your friendship is probably going to be different than it was before. Youll just have to except that. And who knows maybe in the future things will change.

2 find something else to do when she comes to mind, like spend time here or on another site, read, play with your dog or other pet if you have one, go for a walk, just keep busy. If you want to make more friends try joining a group or class that interests you and you will hopefully meet people you have something in common with.

Try not to be so down on yourself , you dont sound like a jerk to me. Good luck to you I hope it works out!