Always feel down about myself??? depression?

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I think you should try to be more interesting..it is more attractive.. Try learning a new language, a new dance, cooking new cuisines or travelling..it would help you meet lots of new people and you might even score bonus points with the ladies...do more social service and give out to the community, you should take a lot of pictures of that and post it on insta or fbook..don't bother about the likes but see how far you've become and how beautiful you are when you make others happy..and when you look back at it you would notice how much you've grown and give you a positive outlook in life..a lot of people would loook up to you and the ladies do take note of that..trust me.. ; ) Good Luck!