How to live life alone?

[Rebecca]

It seems you've had a rough time of it and I guess I can see where you're coming from. I think what you need to do is spend plenty of time with yourself and make sure this is exactly what you want. I get that you've had lots of bad experiences, but there's nothing wrong with wanting to find someone.
Once that's decided, find out what your passions are and focus on that. This doesn't mean just working or doing stuff that pays the bills although this is definitely important. You've probably heard enough stuff about finding a job you like etc but it's true. You'll do much better and get bigger and better rewards for doing what you love the most.
Find a hobby and do that too. It will help get your mind off the things that bother you. treat yourself every once in a while like for your birthday or days that are likely to make you feel lonely like Valentine's or Christmas. Love yourself a little more and you'll find it easier to live with yourself
I also think religion might be a good idea if you believe in it. It feels better to be alone when you're not exactly lonely.
Well, that's as much advice as I can give you for now, but I hope it helps and I wish you all the best.