Should I talk to the girl who thinks i'm creepy?

[wang]

Ok this is a kinda long story. I am a 15 year old student going to Highschool and 2 years ago I met a girl through a chat group my friend added me to a group chat. At the time I didn't like her, but we grew really close talking and stuff. I mean I'm kinda shy and and she's really outgoing but for some reason she showed an interest and talked to me.I always assumed it was out of pity so I don't feel left out which I appreciated. She and I didn't speak for 2 years. One of my friends was pointing out how she was kind of annoying because she always dragged in drama just so everyone would give her attention (Which was kinda true). Then around four months ago I ran into her at a mutual club. So we started talking and I felt really happy for once in a long time. After, I realized from there I probably wouldn't talk to her again and got these weird, deep sinking feelings in my stomachs. I was telling a friend and he told me to chat her online. So I did and for a long time I felt happy we were in touch again. I mean there was one problem when she miscommunicated with my sister who believed she was bullying me... So now my family hates her and forbid me from speaking to her... so i didn't listen and continued speaking to her. She actually convinced me to join 2 other clubs where we saw each other more. And again, I was satisfied. In the start if the new year, I made the biggest mistake. Our club had a field trip and she was pretty much ignoring me, I mean she only talked to me when I asked her stuff. And I noticed she had a lot more fun and interest in talking to my other friend (who asked her out 2 years earlier). Those weird sinking feelings sorta acted up again after the trip. I decided to message her and tell her everything. So I told her about the deep sinking feelings online. Anyway she temporarily left out chat host. In this time, I told my friend who asked her out 2 years earlier everything that happened. He was pretty much over her and in another relationship. He believed I liked her although I was still unsure myself, and said he would help me get close to her. which sucks because she wasn't supposed to tell anyone. So when she reopens her Facebook, she blocks me. I tell my second friend about it, then she suddenly unblocks me. He tells me that the best thing to do his confront her, because she was probably creeped out about the sinking feeling thing. So I send an apology and said I was confused why she was ignoring me. Her response: okay. That basically broke me because it means she really doesn't care. Recently, our club went on an overnight trip and she literally spoke and charmed up to everyone there but didn't say a single word to me and avoided me the entire time. When we were both alone in the same room, she was reading a book, but I wanted answers. So I approached her and asked her. SHe said she doesn't hate me she just never starts chats (which is completely a lie because she was the one who usually chatted me and she chatted everyone else there first), I ask if we're friend and she says yes but it makes no sense because we never talked anymore. After we came back, she blocked me online again. Now I feel really hurt because I literally went against my family and joined a few clubs just to talk to her and she just proved how I mean literally nothing to her. I can die right now and she still would probably not care. I never wanted to date her or anything, just be friends. Then the original friend I mentioned (one who told me to chat her) tells me he saw and heard what I said on the trip and that I should stop talking to her because I'm really creeping her our right now and apparently she tells her parents everything that happens to her and they wouldn;t be happy about another kd creeping her. This friend is also friends with her and it's not like I don't trust him, but I don;t know what I shoul ddo. He told me to wait 3-4 months and see how everything is then, but I really don't want to wait. Even though she blocked me, I can still message her. Before my friend told me this I was going to send a huge like apology and questioning message and like beg her to respond. I know that was a terrible idea but my main questions, should I message her or give it some time?

[Liam]

She isn't interested if she's blocking you, man. My advice to you is to move on and find a friend who wants to talk to you about as much as you want to talk to them.

[Ignacio]

Leave HER ALONE

[mAT2t]

I think the best thing you can do is stand outside her bedroom window at night and masturbate to her.

[ProblemSolver]

She is uninterested in you. I think that you should leave her out and stop talking to her since she doesn't want to talk to you. She probably said you creep her out because you keep on talking to her and not getting the message that she is trying to send your way. You don't need that kind of girl in your life; you said you wanted her as a friend and friends don't ignore each other. Avoid her and move on.