What do do about this kind of infatuation?

[somaligurl03]

So I've become really infatuated with this one guy. He makes these videos on youtube, and likes to do photography as well. Online he seems really nice and chill. He's always posting positive and good things. He's not like a lot of guys who live in my area. Who can be the polar opposite. So anyway, I've dug deep in the past to remember the few occasions I did see him outside of FB/Youtube. And he was nothing like he is on there. He has this defensive face, attitude, he can be loud, and rude.

I'm confused about him. Which one is the real him? The online persona/or real life? Also, I'm finding it hard to like someone hasn't been really pleasant with me in my encounters with them. But it's not like I can really control it. What do you make of this? Does this make any sense?

[Dunson41]

The real life one is the real one, he can take time to look better on FB and YouTube, you are seeing how he reacts in real life and its rude.

It's like texting and a phone call, a phone call you can't wait 5 minutes for something clever to say so it is more "real"

Social media is mostly people pretending to be something they are not.

[Dunson41]

Obviously hes acting in his utube vids.