Will suicide actually help my problems?

[Craig]

I'm 25 and still residing at my parents home after graduating college over 3 years ago. I thought my degree in sports management would allow me to find work but it's proven to be the most worthless and costly mistake of my life. I've worked three temp jobs that all left me feeling completely empty, depressed, and like I did something wrong with my life. I can't even stomach seeing my friends anymore because they are actually pushing forward with life and becoming successful while I sit in my room and play guitar all day. I tried going back for more education but wound up finding out that the registered nursing license I wanted would take 3.5 years so I quit. I've never even had a girlfriend in my life and the only time I had sex I had to pay for a prostitute. I'm ugly and http://www.flickr.com/photos/114345437@N06/11934897554/ and girls eventually stop talking to me after finding out I live at home or that I have no future on this planet. I'm in a band but the girl in charge of it has an at home salary job and doesn't understand that I have to ask off work to play shows thus causing me to lose jobs. I just feel that I'm too far behind my colleagues to even attempt to catch up and flipping burgers at wendys is not going to happen and neither is killing civilians in our military. I can't even go to church or family functions out of fear that anyone will ask about how my life is going. I've even deleted facebook and and all social media because it adds to my feeling of inadequacy. So what's the point if there is no way up? I just feel that actually going through with this will bring more good than bad

[?]

you have depression, its a real illness and is making you believe things that are irrational, like the hopelessness that you feel and that you are ugly. you're not ugly but women can smell insecurity. Try an older woman... A cougar would love to take in a young cutie like you, and teach you some things about the world.

You have to try. If you want something you just do it, not give up. giving up is called wishful thinking. Goals are things you act on and fully intend to actualize.

Unfortunatley, you have learned first hand that college degree does not = success and that the degree programs are for jobs that aren't even there anymore. ITs the tradesman and the healthcare workers that are getting all the jobs.

Why cant you get a job with the city, at the Recreation center, just for now... a city/government job is a sweet deal, benefits beneftis benefits and big $$.

I'm 27 and live in my car and cant even get looked at when I apply for a job. you have it good. Suicide is a permanent solution to a TEMPORARY problem. You are still a baby and have like 60 more years of life left.

[Jeremiah Spain]

Dude it sounds like you need look to Christ. Talk to a preacher and read the Bible. Your at the age when friends are getting married, getting jobs, or moving away and I know how you feel. There is no deadline for success. A lot of the successful people will tell you that failure in part of success, you just have to learn from your mistakes and keep trying. Suicide won't solve anything, if you think it will take the pain away think again.

[Airi]

Going to church will help you, i dont go all the time but when im feeling down i tend to go there and think about it. You can always do better with ur life, just because it seems all downhill rught now doesnt mean it is unless u let it. And also u r NOT ugly hun, ur actually very attractive id date u if i wasnt taken lol. Anyways youll be fine dont think anything stupid like suicide. Take a break ans think hard about what u want in life and so what if u live at home. Better than the streets right? Try askin ur parents too on what u should do. Good luck hun

[Emily]

First of all, you are not ugly. Second, quit your band so you can do work properly. 3.5 years for a nursing degree? Worth it. You're only 25 you're still so young so what if you spend another 3 and a half years doing a degree? Better than flipping burgers. Once you get a proper job you'll get your life back on track and all those other things you mentioned will be ok again. Don't give up on life and it won't give up on you. You can still change your life, there IS a way up, you just have to find it. Life is hard but there is always a way up to get back on your feet.

[946]

Thoughts and dreams have 3 sources:
1)God and angels,
2)demons,
3)yourself.
Most thoughts and dreams are from demons.
Demons never do good.
Pray the Jesus prayer slowly always:
Lord Jesus Christ, Son of God, have mercy on me a sinner.
To have normal sleep, pray to your guardian angel.
Concerning any thought or dream, consult your local Orthodox Christian priest.
Demons pretend to be ghosts and aliens. Don't go into a UFO to be healed by demons.
If you're in trouble (demon "alien" abduction, about to be 666ed, sleep paralysis), then scream: Jesus!
Give to charity in the name of Archangel Michael.
http://fatheralexander.org/booklets/engl..._death.htm