Why am I jealous for no reason!?

[FluffyJ]

So I have this friend that I was always okay with and i trusted her and all that, but ever since she decided to pick a guy over our friendship I felt really annoyed by her especially since I started to realize that she is full of herself and tries to make herself seem like shes better than everyone else and she copies me behind my back so obviously she isnt very secure. So ever since then I tried my best to be okay with her but it was honestly fake >< so this year i just backed off cuz i didnt wanna deal with any drama!

For some reason I feel so annoyed when I hear anyone talk about her or when she tries to talk to me. Whenever I mention this to my friends or parents or anyone theyre always like why are you jealous of her ur better or u cant compare each other, but for some reason I just dont want her to be better than me! As weird as this may sound but sometimes I wanna check her twitter or something just to see if shes doing anything different.. Why? I dunno!

I recently saw her at the mall with another friend and she literally just stood there and said nothing and I was just talking to the other girl.. it was so awkward Im pretty sure she just stood there and "studied" me. She doesnt have anything special or look special for me to feel this way but I do feel jealous and im not sure if this is considered envy because when I do sit and think about it i literally have nothing to envy about her, so what is it why dont I want her to be better?!

Im sorry if this sounds silly and immature but it really does bother me that I feel this way ><

[525]

Often our emotions cannot be quantified into rational thoughts. It seems you're obsessing over this girl. Stop yourself from checking her Twitter, cut her out of your life, and simply move on.